Hi Sam, its Sonia, its only been recent that I found out you had left us, having trouble writing this can't see through the tears, you truly are an inspiration to anyone that has tough times ahead thinking they can't cope with bills or having to get up with a hangover in the morning and go to work, everyday you struggled I can only imagine how much you suffered, but you smiled on by the sounds of what those closest to you have said. Will miss you loads you are amazing and I am soooo glad that you touched my life. thank you.