happy birthday my gorgeous mate,,,,you know not a day has passed since you left that i've not thought about you,,,i make sure the kids remember you an also we remember jake and miller at xmas an their birthdays,just like i said i would,,i miss you more than i ever realised i would too,,,you've left such a huge whole in my/everyones life,i still cry nearly every day atthe weirdest of times too!!!like wen im hoovering!!!is that a sign for me to stop hoovering???ta babe!!i spoke to zoe shand today an she thinks you and tommy have probably hooked up up there,i hope you have and are keeping each other laughing!!!i will never,ever forget you babe an ill try my hardest to make sure no-one else does,,you were one amazing friend i was lucky to have you as one!!!!love you lots like jelly tots honey(actually much more than that)!!!!always in my heart and mind,,,nicola and boysxxxxxxxxxxxx