Hey Hun, I just can't stop thinking about you today - I've been reading all the thoughts and hve been looking at the wonderful photos of you on here, its so lovely to have you at our finger tips anytime of the day. There is not a day that passes without you in my thoughts mostly happy ones now and I am so glad to have so many fantastic memories of you and us, but when the realisation of what has actually happened hits home it hurts so bad, so much, I feel like my heart may actually break. You were without doubt my best friend and a part of me is missing now that you are gone. There is no-one I can speak to the way we used to talk and no-one I would share my deepest thoughts with and no-one's advice who I will listen to and actually take note of what they say. There is no-one compared to you. Those that have been lucky enough to have had you in their lives will know exactly what I am talking about. I really hope you can hear me and everyone else when we're down here talking to you. Probably too many for you to listen to all the time, but that just tells you how much you're loved and missed!! I would give anything to see you and give you a big hug and kiss (stupid I know) but I just want you back and everything to be ok. I've stopped crying now and just read this back to myself - does it sound like i love you (which I do) or that i was in love with you??? don't laugh but you never know what some people may think! silly cow.... Anyway better go. See ya in my thoughts & dreams. Love you. Friends forever, Forever Friends N xxx