Hi Sam Im sorry I haven't been on here for a while. Thinking of you today, 3 years have gone by and there isn't a day thats passed without you being in our thoughts. You are still so missed by everyone and it is still a struggle getting through life without you here with us. The boys are growing up so fast, they would have loved for you to have had the chance to see what little characters they are, we all would. Jake is playing for a football team now, he is doing so well, every weekend he has a match, it was only sunday that Si said how much you would of loved coming to watch him play, I hope you do somehow. Miller is 5 now and a fiesty little so so, he would make you laugh thats for sure! He often talks about you and questions when he can come and visit you in heaven, i always tell him one day he will and you will be waiting to give him a big hug... Si is ok, he struggles but me and the boys look after him. He would love for you to have had the chance to see his boys grow up, and for you to just be here with us.. You are always close by and in our thoughts and the boys are always reminded of their very special "baldie Auntie Sam" (how miller refers to you") Love and hugs Sam, thinking of you always Jodie Si Jakey and Mills xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx