Sam, every second of every minute of every hour of every day you are in my thoughts. I still can't except i will never see you again, hear you talk, hear you laugh see your smile. I found a picture of you today, when you was in hospital.....you are smiling as you always did. Jake is sitting beside you, he asked me if we could come and see you, i told him one day we will..I hope you are watching over them because they miss you. Miller told me he loves you and he wants to see you in heaven...It's so painful to not be able to say yes to them..we all miss you so much honey...sleep tight....Jodie.xxxx